We know the flaws and mistakesNo applause when the Lyme outbreaksMakes it harder when you’re going at it nonstopWhen you give an inch and they take 10 miles and flip-flop I got all the pressure and weight on my shouldersEven outside of business everyone thinks their my shareholdersSometimes I secretly fantasize and yearnFor someone to …
The more I share, the more I seeHow many people want the real meHidden before but I’ve hit the pointWhere I don’t care if it disappoints The personal is the most universalWhen I share what might be controversialI’ll push some away but I’ll bring others inThe ones that truly want me to win You are …
On the rise but still have things on my mindShifting tides but still stuff messing up my lifeEven positive mentally but my body is war fundamentally Happened accidentally my body wasn’t against me My money has mistreatment on every health treatmentWish I could commit to a kit but there is no magical secretBut maybe just …
Lyme, You’ve altered my life, you’ve put me at 30%, you’ve restricted me from hitting my potential, you’ve caused relationships to distance. I’ve had more pain & suffering than I knew was humanly possible. I can’t eat food like normal. I can’t exercise. I can’t travel & attend conferences. You’ve put me in a jail …
It’s like being innocent charged with a crime Stuck in the cell of my body passing the time Unable to have energy and experience my youth Used to fake positive but now I’m telling the truth Yeah of course I’m scared I experience trauma almost every single day of the year Feeling like I’m going …
It’s like being innocent charged with a crimeStuck in the cell of my body passing the timeUnable to have energy and experience my youthUsed to fake positive but now I’m telling the truth Yeah of course I’m scaredI experience trauma almost every single day of the yearFeeling like I’m going to break and finally implodeAny …
**This was written during a massive flareup, so it is a little darker. The lessons in suffering. Life is suffering. Some suffer too much. Others too little. Either way, it’s unavoidable. Some situations need to be accepted. To realize you’re hopping on the roller coaster of suffering and it’s going to be a bumpy ride. …
You don’t want to be sick like me I took some antibiotics… to show the Lyme I know what’s up. Symptoms were all over my gut was 10 years older but fuck it I don’t know what to do. I’m living out in Utah. Infrared sauna in my room. I’m losing money daily cuz I’m …